this year i went through the most painful process of my life, and i had several of these video diaries saved on my laptop and thought i'd chuck them all into a video showcasing my process of dealing with my first heartbreak. by no means is this a 'feel pity for me!', but rather a raw, insightful approach to the wide spectrum of human emotion.
this is the most vulnerable i've been online, but i hope this video helps someone. all i can say is, it gets worse before it gets better, and you're going to be okay. if i can help at least one person with how they are feeling then i have succeeded as my role as an 'influencer'
a truly big thank you to the lovely @lummaaziz who is the main inspiration for this video, i saw your video last week and bawled my eyes out, truly a beautifully bittersweet video of the highs and lows of heartbreak and how it can shake your whole narrative. your video moved me and felt like a warm hug.
another huge thanks to @moneo_ for their talent and allowing me permission to use their moving and gorgeous artwork as music to appropriately accompany the video.
that's it from me for now, let me know what other videos you'd like to see now that i'm slowlyyy but surely coming back to youtube! lots of love x
instagram - https://www.instagram.com/domlwrnce/
chapters:
intro - 0:00
month 1 - 0:15
month 2 - 2:49
month 3 - 4:09
month 4 - 9:40
month 5 - 13:25