(maybe)
yoooooo we back with more maretu aha what do u expect from me,,, um I was gonna make this a while ago but I was stuck on the lyrics at the bridge but I eventually got some shit down so we good!!!
wait omg what's that at 1:26?? is that,,,, omg is that an oc???? :0 omg is that,,,, the oc connected to my packet hero cover??!!! :000
anyway I'm so grateful that this VSQx exists. at first it made me very scared because there were all these little notes everywhere but I figured it out uwu
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og song & video (MARETU): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tu2xgl1303M
VSQx (Mcki Robyns-P who I am so proud and jealous of omg their cover is fantastic!!!): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hszcvf-kdhY
based translation: Bluepenguin
translyrics and extra tuning n crap: moi
lyrics:
From the lies that have been told to me viciously
I noticed something, just noticed one thing
Now I know it’s too late to stand here, without doing a thing
I left behind a cold heart, dead and broken
I understood from that, understood from that
I know it’s too late for me and all of the hope I had
Ah, borne with the child of a man who’d become
Pitiful and seriously hated by one
All that I knew was the failure of denial, and love that’s long since buried and gone
This treasured virginity has rotted away
Can’t forget thinking how useless that it was to leave
So all that was left for me was to be a slave
Until the end of my days
Bring the cycle of death and rebirth to an end
Go and break the world and feel it all from within
It’s in your heart
In your body
And the tranquility that you’re sure to miss
Go abandon all those idolized idiots,
and get caught up in something that's much more worthwhile.
Very coldly,
but so correctly,
cut it out, that distorted companion of yours!
And to your miserable self, so useless from your birth
Your struggles all remain
In this very place, where all your doleful days
Are filled with agony
Better yet, wipe away those tears and hide all your woe
And get a start on welcoming your failure
To get a start on welcoming euphoria
I see now!
In a lie filled up with greed and avidity
I saw right through to see, saw right through to see
that the end of this dream is near, oh, too near for comfort now
They say "don't speak so harshly of such awful things"
I understand, I understand now
that the time we’re all stoned for our sins is close enough to see.
And so this "me" that I was born into and unfairly so,
I can't help but to look at it with grimace and groans.
All that I knew was the failure of denial, and dysfunctional love so strong
This treasured virginity has rotted away
That wasn’t the only thing spiraling downhill, let’s say
And make our dreams come true, surely you think my way, too
“I wish I died too soon!”
Bring the cycle of death and rebirth to an end
Go and break the world and feel it all from within
It’s in your heart
In your body
And the tranquility that you’re sure to miss
Go and make your escape from all of creation
Counting all the feelings so complex from within
In your hands here
In your eyes there
All cut open by illnesses so profound
Over, over now I
Talk to myself of dangerous
Things, but that’s just how I was brought up in a love so thin
Saying “Look at all the dirt you’ve caught yourself up into”
And then cutting off any words seeming threats to my skin
“One’s life’s all you get so don’t you do anything stupid”
Believing in those words is where the delusion grows
So, go rebirth as a slave
Until the end of your days
This one thing I know now, deep down
Is people always look for such risks as much as life allows
And as the next sacrifice showed up, I spoke bluntly, though it wouldn’t make much difference anyhow
I wonder in this state where I’m able to appreciate these feelings, if I’ll also learn to understand the world
I wonder in this state where I’m able to appreciate these pains, if I’ll know what all the futures have in store
I just can’t smile for the longest time, I wonder why
And where it all began
Overwhelmed with this heap of memories
Vertigo’s killing me!
Can’t stop it now, the tears are falling, falling again
I guess I’ll part with what’s already ended
And to your miserable self, forgotten from your birth
Your struggles all remain
In this very place, you won’t survive a day
Where even I have lived
Better yet, wipe away those tears and hide all your woe
Then will you start your journey, no further thought?
Or choose to be reborn again in this spot?
It’s all for happiness, you haven’t forgot
There’s nothing wrong with you, I swear there is not!
(Maybe)