「 Please allow me the privilege to love you...」
Thank you so much all who have requested this song! Patrons voted for it back in... *checks watch*.... last year....:')... It took a little while to deliver but I hope the wait will be worth it! I really, really practiced my ass off and wrote the lyrics at a rate of like one stanza per month and sometimes that's just how things end up going :')
Fun notes I want to share, these lyrics used different kanji for many words throughout the song, most notably for instances of "I" and "you". For example, kanji "God" for when Len is referring to himself "watashi". Then, in the first half, Rin says "anata" as 貴方 like, "respected party" but then second half it's 貴男 like "respected man",, english does NOT encapsulate it at ALL and anyways my point is, the kanji is super sexy and has so much nuance!! (caveat that I'm understanding this from Chinese)
I'm thinking I want to go ahead and do a JP cover of this song too... (lmk if you'd want to hear it! 😊)
The last stanza's video is chaotic so if it's too hard to read, please take a peep at the lyrics below~
Song is taken down -4 semitones. I upload all lines and guides to my Patreon and give early access to mp3's and videos!
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lyrics (please ask before use!)
https://bit.ly/3fD046V
Inside of a tiny closed off miniature garden
There is a girl all by herself
Who dreams of a single dream that may never happen:
To receive the true love of her Maker himself
The God who has seen the downfalls of human greed
His feelings are but charity
A love only for you that I know you seek
Doesn’t live within me. I’m not who you need
But even so, even if my dream cannot come true
Please allow me the privilege to love you
Though the God who has forsaken love is far beyond her reach
She continues to indulge her heart and clings onto her dream
Oh, take the love you wish to give to me and please, lock it away
Take ahold of your own destiny and live out your days
If love is given equally
Is it apathy?
Virtues that men use to justify greed
I will not be quantified by those means
Humans who were born from heaven’s love and kindness
All eventually succumb to self-indulgence
And they soon forget the God who made them and they scorn His cruelty
All alone inside this tiny garden, simply
Spending all my days not knowing “Why was I made?”
Searching for meaning, wishing for belonging
But alas I will not understand Your thinking
-- The enlightened love that all receive from the philanthropist
Humans who were born from heaven’s love and kindness
Then create the greed that make Him fall from greatness
Although love can bloom it’s only doomed to wither
Such is cruel destiny
-- Only serves as mockery towards the love the poor girl gives
But even so, as long as my gears haven’t worn through
Please allow me the privilege to love you
Though the God who’s been deprived of love stays far beyond her reach
She withstands the quiets solitude and clings onto her dream
Now finally, he takes the doll once more and looks into her eyes
Searching for a long forgotten warmth from another life
This little world I live in
My creation
All of Your dolls, every nightfall ‘til dawn
Come out to dance, and they break into song
Humans who were given life by God’s insistence
Naturally will want to worship His existence
Dedicating our love to only You is life’s true purpose
All alone inside this tiny garden, simply
Wishing that I might receive your true love someday
There’s no other answer
After all, I was created this way
-- The doll who had been created by the lonely broken man
Holding onto nothing but the name of God,
The mind of man descends to darkness all by himself
Even if this love is only doomed to wither
Let me hold you just for now.
-- Smiles as if she could really be alive there in his hand
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Producers:
Hitoshizuku-P × Yama△ (music, lyrics)
Suzunosuke (illust)
TSO (video)
Original YT upload:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLZ8ftp5ViU&
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