FEAR ITSELF: Mental Health and Horror

I have struggled with horror movies my whole life. This year, I can't stop watching them. Jump to 11:51 to avoid the most unflinching discussion of suicidal ideation. List of international hotlines: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines Also, wow, I accidentally made *very much* a jump scare. Watch out for the time code mentioned in the content warning if you too are a jumpy person, and if I got you bad please take at least some consolation from the fact that I also got MYSELF very, very badly. Support me: https://www.patreon.com/lauracrone https://www.ko-fi.com/lauracrone https://www.paypal.me/downwithlcc Follow me: https://www.twitter.com/downwithlcc Music by: Tom Chapin: http://www.tomchapin.com/ John Bartmann: https://johnbartmann.com/ Komiku / Loyalty Freak Music: https://loyaltyfreakmusic.com/ Matt Oakley: https://freemusicarchive.org/music/Matt_Oakley (CARNIVAL OF TEARS 2: INTO THE LIGHT used under the terms of CC BY-NC-SA 4.0 https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/legalcode) Squire Tuck: https://soundcloud.com/squier-tuck ("Homage to John Carpenter's Halloween Soundtrack" and "Dreamstalker" used under the terms of CC BY-NC-SA 4.0 https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/legalcode Resources for intrusive thoughts: A book that helped me a lot: https://www.amazon.com/Overcoming-Unwanted-Intrusive-Thoughts-Frightening/dp/1626254346/ref=sr_1_1_sspa?crid=12RMS2A1LQNG6&dchild=1&keywords=overcoming+unwanted+intrusive+thoughts+by+sally+winston&qid=1604019177&sprefix=overcoming+un%2Caps%2C226&sr=8-1-spons&psc=1&spLa=ZW5jcnlwdGVkUXVhbGlmaWVyPUEyUU1PTEdPU1haRUhaJmVuY3J5cHRlZElkPUEwMzUzMDY0MjRMT0JVWjhRT1RNUyZlbmNyeXB0ZWRBZElkPUEwNzQ5NDQ2T0hKMkc1Tk1FVFZYJndpZGdldE5hbWU9c3BfYXRmJmFjdGlvbj1jbGlja1JlZGlyZWN0JmRvTm90TG9nQ2xpY2s9dHJ1ZQ== One testimonial article: https://www.cracked.com/article_21834_5-realities-life-when-your-brain-wants-you-to-murder.html John Green talks about it: https://medium.com/@johngreen/my-nerdcon-stories-talk-about-mental-illness-and-creativity-bfac9c29387e Scaredy Cats: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdX6lI1cnIaznkmokdxJQ2Q The Untitled Reply All Spin-Off: https://gimletmedia.com/shows/scaredy-cats