"If I make it this far, it's a fumble."
Hello, this is Fujiwara. This is a song about failure.
2024/7/1
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2024/7/6
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Vocal: Kasane Teto SV
Music, Movie: Fujiwara Hagane
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Illustration: Zankyoshitsu
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"The lyrics below are translated from Japanese."
Every time this happens, I say in my heart and on the surface, "Fxxk you!"
It's when you make arbitrary judgments about me from that wonderful stage.
Ambivalent feelings are driving me crazy, like a soldier getting fatter while wrapped in needles.
However, all attempts to resolve the situation have failed.
For example, I can barely talk to the opposite sex, but you've always been popular with them.
To those you who move on without waiting for me to catch up.
Even though I've had many fumbles, I'll rumble like a beast and pierce you with this beam.
You talk about being a good person and being righteous, but the truth is you're a terrible person. Just go and die.
I wanted to make a melody with love, but I've gone crazy. Please help me quickly.
If I do this, I'm finished. But look at this tattered (thumb)nails.
Pa-Pa-La-La-Lu-La-Lu-La
Furthermore… And more…
I did it because I noticed it.
Someone please hurry up and disparage this miserable music that sounds so forced.
I somehow enjoy the inferiority complex that causes me to impulsively commit blasphemous acts without thinking of the consequences, and the fact that every time I get excited or jealous of someone, someone else is there to shut me up.
My imagination dances in the darkness, imagining what might happen after a ramen shop accidentally splashes lard into its special light soup. ※
※ This is a story from a Japanese manga called "ラーメン発見伝".
If I do that, maybe I'll be a big success, and all the little efforts I've been doing on YouTube up until now will be a complete waste.
Even though I've had many fumbles, I'll rumble like a beast and pierce you with this beam.
That's seriously awesome.
But you should just die.
I wanted to make a melody with love, but I've bugged out. Please help me out of the gutter. I'm just one step away from it.
But, don't look at the distorted making.
Oh, Nyarlathotep is creeping up to me!
To the window! There's something stuck to the window!
If I were to pry it open I would surely see memories of death.
Someone please hurry and tell me that's stupid.
I'm going to saw away the surface of your sociable soul and expose your true nature, just like in the movie "SAW". Just go and die.
I wanted to make a melody with love, but I've gone crazy. Please help me quickly.
I did this, I'm finished. And look at this tattered middle finger.
Pa-Pa-La-La-Lu-La-Lu-La
Furthermore… And more…
I did it because I noticed it.
Someone please hurry up and disparage this miserable music that sounds so forced.
Someone please stab my wretched heart.
~Original Lyric~
脳裏と表裏 ざっけんな！ バッサリ選評に
さあ立ったり座ったりしてんな！立派な高座の上に
アンビバレント狂い咲いた こってり感な鋲に
カンフル剤もサンプル才も さっぱり検証死
暴利に懲り懲りだ サカリで棒に
で噛んだり吸ったりしてんだ どいつも前後動に
アンチラベンダーみたいな クッソ野郎どもに
ファンブルだってランブル呻って パッチリ閃光ビィーム！
正義感？ 反吐が出そうだ
人あたりがいい魂胆
裏の顔はサイテー
さ、さ、早く逝こ！ネ？
拗らせちゃった愛のメロディ
狂ってしまって助けて！ソッコ〜！
マジでシちゃったらオワオワリ
傷んでるネイルを突きつけて、さぁ！
パッパララルラるら
さらに！ さらに！
読み取れたら矢先のハンコー！
抉じ開けちゃった藍のメロディ
モザった中指で早く貫いて！
盲冒涜 衝動 構造的にも一端な劣等感！
羨望症 暴走 敢行令 いとおかしな陶酔観！
最終段 濃淡 分断寸前カンパイな妄想が！
暗闇の中で アンドゥトロワ♪
甘美な杯でセイコウだ！ うっかり全方位
もう飲んだり吐いたりしちゃいな！ なんくるない至上に
アンクル・サムに誓いはきっと無駄な浪費
ファンブルだってやっぱ呻って パッチリ閃光ビィーム！
え？マジ？それはサイコー！
で、さ、早く逝こ！
バグらせちゃった愛のメロディ
濁ってハマって助けて！側溝〜！
片足抜いたらマジ終わり
歪んでるメイクは見せないで、さぁ！
這ったら寄るニャるら…
窓に！ 窓に！
張り付いてるなにかの残像！
抉じ開けちゃったらシのメモリィ
モザった中指で早く貫いて！
で、人あたりのいい魂魄
ギコギコはしないSAWで
化けの皮を剥いで
さ、さ、早く逝け！ネ？
拗らせちゃった愛のメロディ
狂ってしまって助けて！ソッコ〜！
ここまでヤったらもう終わり
傷んだ中指を突きつけて、さぁ！
パッパララルラるら
さらに！ さらに！
読み取れたら矢先のハンコー！
抉じ開けちゃった藍のメロディ
モザった中指で早く貫いて！
ココロ貫いて！