I cross-dress live to pay me and my bf’s tuition, he called me a freak, next door guy comforted me.
I’m standing in front of the camera, the lace hem of my skirt brushing against my thighs, and the screen’s a kaleidoscope of hearts and dollar signs. “You’re slayin’ it, Jade!” someone types, followed by a flood of emojis. Frank’s there, sprawled on the couch like he owns the room, his eyes narrowed into slits of disgust.
He doesn’t say a word, but I feel it anyway—the weight of his judgment choking me more than the wig pinned to my scalp or the mascara stinging my lashes. This is my life: a glittery trap I built to keep us both afloat, and the man I love hates me for it.
My name’s Jason, but online, I’m Jade—poor college kid turned cross-dressing streamer, raking in just enough to cover tuition and the rent Frank and I split. He’s my boyfriend, has been since sophomore year when he lent me his notes and a shoulder to cry on after my grandma’s hospital bills ate through my savings. Back then, he was my hero. Now, he’s the guy who won’t touch me unless I’ve scrubbed off the lipstick and guilt first...
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