Some info you’ll need to know going in. I was playing this game on the hardest difficulty with what is called “Ironman mode” turned on. This disables my ability to manually save and load, which means when I die in the game I lose all my equipment and I can’t load a previous save to try again. So I had died and went back without backup weapons (smart…. I know) I found a handgun and a magazine with 4 bullets, I somehow managed to survive despite the odds…