Tough one to find XD In my opinion: Too awesome :3
Kazuhiko Inoue's Dakuryuu no Hotori Seiryuu no Fuchi (濁流のほとり 清流の淵)
It's a special from the harukanaru toki no naka de 3 cd.
Lyrics (incredible! japanese, romaji and english version!!):
Lyrics (Too good to be true, japanese, romaji & English!!):
オレの目の前 ただ流れる
ore no me no mae tada nagareru
このふたつの深い河
kono futatsu no fukai kawa
flowing before my eyes
are these two, deep rivers
激しい奔流(ながれ)は 背中を押す
hageshii nagare wa senaka wo osu
いま引き金 引くようにと
ima hikigane hiku youni to
the violent flow presses hard against my back
as if pressuring me to pull the trigger now
嗚呼 魅せられて
aa misesarete
堕ちて行こうか？
ochite yukou ka?
奈落の河へ
naraku no kawa e
ah, shall i let myself be seduced
into falling into its waters?
and be swallowed up by hell's river
運命を決めるのは
unmei wo kimeru no wa
自分の心たったひとつ
jibun no kokoro tatta hitotsu
引き返す場所などないさ
hikikaesu basho nado nai sa
この世の何処にも
kono yo no doko ni mo
that which decides destiny
is nothing else but one's heart
there is no place where i can turn back
nowhere in this world
右手には濁流が
migi-te ni wa dakuryuu ga
左に青き水が流る
hidari ni aoki mizu ga nagaru
人はみなひとつの河しか
hito wa minna hitotsu no kawa shika
渡れはしない
watare wa shinai
留まることなく
tomaru koto naku
at my right hand flows the muddy waters
at my left, they stream clear blue
everyone can only cross
one river
it does not stop
罪を背負って此処に立つよ
tsumi wo seotte koko ni tatsu yo
身を清める術もなく
mi wo kiyomeru sube mo naku
i stand here, bearing the weight of my sins
with no means by which to cleanse myself of them
過去の亡霊 消えないとしても
kako no bourei kienai to shite mo
まだ未来は手の中に
mada mirai wa te no naka ni
even if the specters of the past will never stop haunting me
the future is still in my hands
嗚呼 銃口を向けるべきは
aa juukou wo mukeru-beki wa
己の弱さ
onore no yowasa
ah, that at which i should be pointing my gun
is my own weakness
前を見よう 果てしない
mae wo miyou hateshinai
遙かな彼方 昇る旭日
harukana kanata noboru asahi
誰よりもこの自分そう裏切れぬなら
dare yori mo kono jibun sou uragirenu nara
eyes forward; look towards that unending
distant expanse, where the morning sun rises
because if there's even one person i can't betray, it would be myself
右手には絶望が
migi-te ni wa zetsubou ga
左に遠く身ゆる希望
hidari ni tooku miyuru kibou
人がみな止まれないなら
hito ga minna tomarenai nara
ただ進み行こう
tada susumiikou
あの光へと
ano hikari e to
in my right hand is despair
in my left is that distant, wavering hope
if we can't ever stop moving
then i'll have to keep going forward
towards that light
運命を決めるのは
unmei wo kimeru no wa
自分の心たったひとつ
jibun no kokoro tatta hitotsu
引き返す場所などないさ
hikikaesu basho nado nai sa
この世の何処にも
kono yo no doko ni mo
that which decides destiny
is nothing else but one's heart
there is no place where i can turn back
nowhere in this world
右手には濁流が
migite ni wa dakuryuu ga
左に青き水が流る
hidari ni aoki mizu ga nagaru
人がみなひとつの河しか
hito ga minna hitotsu no kawa shika
渡れぬのなら
watarenu no nara
ただ光へと
tada hikari e to
in my right hand is the muddy flow
in my left, stream clear blue waters
if no matter who you are, you can only cross
one river
then i choose to go towards the light