This year, I attempted Vlogmas but found myself struggling to keep up. Between managing daily routines, processing my grief, and feeling completely overwhelmed, it became clear that I needed to prioritize my mental health over perfection.
In this video, I open up about the internal battle I faced when deciding whether to attend a grief dinner party. Documenting this specific day pushed me out of my comfort zone and gave me the motivation I needed to go. It was a difficult but meaningful step forward, and I’m sharing it in hopes that it resonates with anyone going through similar struggles.
If you're feeling overwhelmed too, know you're not alone. Let’s talk about it in the comments 💬
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FILMING GEAR:
FUJI XH2S + VILTROX 13mm F1.4 + XF 16mm f2.8
NISI TRUE COLOR ND FILTER
PEAK DESIGN Travel Tripod
DAVINCI RESOLVE 19
GRADED with DEHANCER PRO
DJI Wireless MIC + Comica VM30
*NOT SPONSORED BY FUJIFILM. However, if you're watching...
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0:00 - 0:28 - Pre-Intro
0:30 - 1:33 - INTRO | Talking Head
1:34 - 2:04 - Morning Pages
2:04 - 3:15 - Workout Routine
3:16 - 3:33 - Hygiene
3:33 - 5:04 - Chatting about grief dinner Party
5:04 - 5:50 - Relax and Reset
5:50 - 6:20 - A chat before I head out
6:20 - 6:55 - A walk to the car
6:55 - 8:06 - A tragedy occurs...
8:06 - 9:00 - Grocery Run
9:00 - 10:01 - Venting | Overwhelmed
10:01 - 10:21 - Drive home
10:21 - 11:10 - Back Home | Talking Head
11:10 - 12:18 - The Dinner Party
12:18 - 14:42 - Outro | Talking Head