Today it hurts again.
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𝘊𝘙𝘌𝘋𝘐𝘛𝘚
✦ Music: ろくろ https://www.youtube.com/@ろくろ
✦ Vocal/Lyrics/Subtitles/Mix: Lilacify
✦ Illust: ハヌル https://x.com/neulbaram
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Gave up making the harmonies sound good sorry 😭
You can see where my brain was working and when it died while making translyrics
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𝘓𝘠𝘙𝘐𝘊𝘚 (𝘜𝘚𝘌 𝘞𝘐𝘛𝘏 𝘊𝘙𝘌𝘋𝘐𝘛)
In this amazing precious world no one believed a girl like me was born a monster
Thrown out into reality, the only I do is follow someone’s orders
Spinning the blood red thread a spider, trapped in a forest lonely hunter
Why should i live my life like this I’m hurting inside please give me a reason, doctor
In this doddering modern world where everything is changing I am born a monster
A girl that’s drawn so carelessly made out of scraps and pieces thrown away by the others
Curving out of the strike zone slider, whiffing as usual always the batter
Can’t keep myself composed no more it hurts too much I need more medicine to keep going, doctor
Casting a nonsense magic spell, I wait as nothing happens
Chewing my fingernails completely in silence
Using my last breath so I can cry out “mayday”
Aa if I could ever love humanity
No one would think I’d fit into society
My heart bleeds forever in pain so don’t forget me
If I ever came to love a human being
They won't reciprocate those feelings don’t you see?
Today it hurts again
I try to do what I'm told, forgetting what I’m made for
The rift’s expanding larger forcing me to back down
If I feel happy three times, the sadness comes back nine times
I race into the night sky, hoping for some peace of mind
Wandering ‘round in my mind, I find myself in paradise
But what’s expected of me brings me back into the real life
Think about it, even for a bit
Don’t say it, just for a little bit
Look at me, at least a bit!
Aa even if we were reborn anew
No one would recall anything that we’ve been through
But then the sadness would take over my mind so fine, laugh at me
If i lived when the world had started turning
Would I even be able to live my life as “me”?
I’ve grown a bit weak
I get it now, will you still hold my hand?
It’s dawned on me, I was just a burden, right?
I’ve been muddied, won’t you love me somehow ‘til the end of my life?
Even if I lit the final flame
The emptiness in my heart still wouldn’t go away
Tell me, could I ever bloom just like everyone else?
I understand it now
I've reached the end but it’s
No more than
A fake phony love
Aa if I ever fell in love with humanity
There’d be no trace of me left, can’t you see that
I’ll never live up to more than a scum but please remember me
Even if I have cried ninety-nine times
Surely there would not be a hundredth after right?
I've finally found myself now aa
And so then my love has run out
See you bye bye to this most beloved world, from an outsider, a monster
My face beaming triumphantly like I was truly happy one time, I end up becoming one with the earth
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