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Forcing myself to ask an unspeakable question: should trans people make ourselves disappear?
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Credits:
Director of photography (75 SHOTS + In Order to Not Be Here segments) - Sasha Boudreau
Director of photography (going underground segments) - LambHoot
Script editor - talah e.
Production assistant - Vic Mongiovi
Voice of Miss Major - Nkozi Cole
Coding help - Charlie Gauthier
Special thanks to Unoma Azuah, Karin Hazé, Lady Emily, Boundo, and Kai Jacobsen.
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Table of contents:
00:00 75 SHOTS, part 1
03:20 Going underground, part 1
08:41 We're All Going to the World's Fair
18:05 ?
18:39 Going underground, part 2
25:26 75 SHOTS, part 2
35:37 Trans Day of Vengeance
42:12 In Order to Not Be Here
47:09 My new podcast + Nebula
49:37 Credits