I recognize when it started but l can’t understand the why. Was l that terrible a mother, person, what did l do. That is what l ask myself all the time. Guess many may have felt like that after leaving an abusive situation. I can’t understand how someone can do this to you and don’t know the trauma they leave you dealing with for the rest of one’s life. I think while doing this video l was feeling quite angry about everything.
I do share some photos and videos of happy times from my past till today. They were happy moments in time, what you don’t see is the whole time l was dealing with an element of abuse.
I have a beautiful family and l had a beautiful life.