信じていたのに
Aishiteitanoni as a song can be taken to have so many meanings. I tuned this version (& commissioned art) with my own interpretation of Aishiteitanoni in mind: romantic coercion. Trusting their word, believing their lies, reciprocating their feigned love with genuine love, until they've had their fill, the illusion breaks down, and you're left writhing. A feeling like you've been literally stabbed by someone you trusted, reached inside of and gutted. The whole time you were a target, pinned to the board, but what you're bleeding is still your own real love. That sort of feeling.
"Even though I loved you" "Even though I believed you."
Be safe & warm in the new year! Please reach out on Twitter if you need anything. Take care of yourselves. I love you all (and that's genuine).
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◇ Original song: MARETU - あいしていたのに / Even Though I Loved You using Hatsune Miku / 初音ミク
◇ Art by @CAESAREXILE ! Thank you so much again for bringing my vision to life T_T
▻ https://x.com/CAESAREXILE
▻ https://www.instagram.com/caesarexile
▻ Cæsar and I also collaborated on my cover of The Good Child and The Fox Spirit / イイコと妖狐 by Kikuo! https://youtu.be/xsXnRDcGcss?si=8qJAsWZXKWay_kKN
◇ UST: アトリ科ヒワ属のゲン
◇ UTAUカバー / Cover (Yokune Ruko tuning / 調声 , mixing, video) by me, Pigeon, using UTAU-Synth:
▻ PRIMARY/BASE VOICEBANK: Yokune Ruko ♂ KIRE / 欲音ルコ♂キレ
▻ Yokune Ruko ♂ WHISPER / 欲音ルコ ♂ ひそひそ
▻ Yokune Ruko ♂ VCV (Monopitch) / 欲音ルコ♂連続音音源
▻ Yokune Ruko ♂ CV WEAK / 欲音ルコ♂弱音源
▻ Yokune Ruko ♂ CV / 欲音ルコ♂単独音音源
▻ Yokune Ruko ♂ STRAIN / 欲音ルコ♂力み
◇ Yokune Ruko is owned by Team Long Sleeper (http://long-sleeper.net)
◇ RVC 欲音ルコ trained on only my tuning as data and my own speaking voice as input, with permission from Team Long Sleeper.
◇ Crying sound sources: PNMCarrieRailfan, Aderumoro
MP3: tinyurl.com/eventhoughilovedyou
*Due to copyright restrictions my MP3s will now be moving to Google Drive!
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