SO! I know I am supposed to be working on the lullaby, but the muse for this one struck instead aaaand now I have been up for like... four hours well past when I should've tried to sleep. Which is totally fine. It's almost five o'clock in the morning but RIP, right?
I had been planning on writing a fanfiction about Fizzie and Ozzie, but decided that it would actually be more fun to do it this way. So, basically this song is a fanfic. The plot I had in mind was that Asmodeus comes home after the trial in Mastermind and he goes to Fizzarolli, thinking he will need to comfort him, but Fizz just isn't having it. He's hurt, he's furious, the panic attack came and went and now he's just--he's done. Maybe part of the anger and reactivity is the come-down from his anxiety attack, but not all of it. Fizz won himself a strong sense of self-respect, and he deserves to use it. He respects himself, he respects Blitz--
But he kind of feels like maybe Asmodeus doesn't deserve his respect. Not right now. Fizz has his own insecurities, of course--and very real worries, like whether or not he can even survive on his own with his current state of mobility intact if he isn't with Asmodeus, and doesn't have access to Ozzie's tools and expertise--but most of this is just Fizzarolli realizing... the guy he's with? Might not have his back when the poo really hits the fan. Sure, Ozzie stood up against Mammon... kind of. He was there. Fizz was the one who really fought that battle. Of course it helped to know Asmodeus had his back--
But that faith has been shaken now. He's furious with Asmodeus, who is probably listening and doing his best just to hear him out, to be patient, and not to believe that this is actually a breakup.
EDITING TO ADD: Forgot to say the usual disclaimer!! All of these lyrics were written by me, a human (or probably a human? some days I feel like a potato), but the music itself is AI generated.