A Forgetful Girl Going Through Her Day

Hello Everyone and Happy Holidays! 🦃

Personally, I don’t celebrate Thanksgiving but I’ll always enjoy any reason for a day off. I’ve been filming a lot more recently, but just haven’t been able to put things together and post content. It’s a combination of forgetting I was filming and starting a new video before editing my last one. Luckily I was able finally get a video out. I’m thinking if the videos are good enough, I may end up editing and posting them. We’ll see 🤔

ANYWAYS, I ramble a lot in this video about my family, which I don’t talk about often. A lot of my fears and limitations stem for my upbringing, so it’s hard not to talk about them. But I also don’t want to project a one sided view of them. Like me, they’re complex, and there’s a lot about my family I don’t know about, especially as individuals. We unfortunately aren’t that close. But I know the love we have for each other is real, and it’s always been there. And that’s something I can hold onto and hope that eventually, that love will be what allows us to reconnect again in the future. Now why couldn’t I say all this in the video????

I also really meant it about reading some chapters for y’all. Let me know what you think!

As always, love you all and thank you for your support 🤍