Hello Everyone!
Yes yes, I know the title implies a structured video but it’s just another rant video. I didn’t know what else to call this 😅
As you can see, I was really upset when filming this and I had no intentions of even making a video. But I had a lot that I had to say, and I’m still working on being able to handle confrontations so that I can proudly say this in person. I tend to get so overwhelmed with emotions that I can’t say what I want to say, and it doesn’t help that my family can trigger me unknowingly.
Regardless, I just don’t want to feel bad anymore. I’m tired of it. I’m sick of it. It’s exhausting and it makes it hard to find any joy sometimes. I’m lucky that I currently have the support system that I do, as I wouldn’t know how to healthy handle all these feelings. Like I said in the video, everyday we choose to be better. If we fail today, tomorrow is an opportunity to improve. I’m going to become someone that practices what they preach, just you watch 😤 Once I get a handle on this mental health ITS OVER FOR YOU BITCHES!!!!!
Lol, but seriously, all I can do is push forward, right?
As always, love you all and thank you so much for you support. It truly means a lot. 🥺🤍