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00:00 opening
00:35 Today begins another day of staying at home as usual
02:14 Fluffy pancakes for breakfast
03:44 A new pet bed has arrived
04:50 Handmade for my cats
06:18 Let's make bear cookies
08:19 Making coffee
09:19 When I was a student, I felt inferior because I didn't have any friends
09:58 Tonight's main dish is tomato-stewed hamburger
13:12 My husband is a very straightforward person
13:46 I often ask myself, can I really express my thoughts in such poor language?
14:27 Words are both weapons and medicine to heal the soul
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I have been living in Japan for 10 years since my husband was transferred.
We live a simple life with our 4 cats.
I grew up in a dysfunctional family filled with abuse, which took a toll on my self-esteem.
I have cut my wrists repeatedly since I was in my 10s.
Now I suffer from sleep disorders, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder.
I am emotionally unstable, a crybaby, and prone to negative thinking.
I can't leave the house alone, so except for my husband's holidays, I mostly stay at home.
I like alone time.
Only when I'm with my husband makes me feel calm.
In addition to cutting my wrists, I am slowly trying other methods, hobbies and interests to calm myself down. I want to try my best to live my life and find positive ways to spend my time.
On this channel, I record my mood changes, what I learned, and how I enjoy my daily life.
If you subscribe to my channel, give me a high rating, or leave a comment, It will encourage and inspire me.
I would be very grateful if you would join my channel.
Thank you♡
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🎈BGM🎈
・Music by Oneul
✨Spring Fairy -
https://youtu.be/XueZfoPSmq8?si=lh4T8-N41OwCpmLH
Photographer -
https://youtu.be/c6bgCGC3-80?si=usworDJI30sNmU5r
Full Moon -
https://youtu.be/SyHbCJdLCEI?si=FMBs4_wdI2bDPo63
Summer Peach -
https://youtu.be/UsAF5sVgb3Q?si=K4StqNS-_k6Tk-Hq
・Music by 1Au93
LOVELY PINK 🌸 -
https://youtu.be/edVvR9zV-So?si=UNipEpT1nTiaqbWo
・Music by 샛별
May your day be cozy -
https://youtu.be/J8q0K5DWwgw?si=-QKxQKLT3N3dyaJB